IS THIS LOVE???

The question is Am I in LOVE?  Never have I met a woman I thought could tame me.  There was always something missing in my past relationships and I often asked myself what’s missing. Well let me just start from the beginning and maybe by the end of the story you’ll be able to help me answer my question.  I still remember when I first met her at club 721.  My friends and I use to go out and have so much fun.  Pick my boy Nick, scoop up Danny and meet Jean at the front door.   We arrived just in time, the line wasn’t too long and the doors had just opened.  The parking lot was filling up quick.  All the local schools were in full attendance.  The DJ hit a roll call:  UAH stand up and you heard a roar; Oakwood you in here and they represented but when they said Alabama A&M it was a thunderous sound. Everyone was in the building and repping hard.  It was a start to a magnificent evening.  We headed straight to the bar and the first rounds of drinks were on me.  The Long Island Ice Tea’s were on deck but first we had to start off right and that’s with a shot of Parton.  721 made some great drinks and I was already starting to feel the liquor entering my system.

Then I spotted her: Being 'SEXY' is obviously more than physical beauty. It is also looking, feeling and sounding 'SEXY' without even trying. To me, it is a state of mind at all times. There was just something unreal about her. Her face, somewhat luminous, had a pale tone to it. The eyes were a piercingly sharp shade of brown. Eyebrows were arched over the curve before dispersing onto the bridge of her danity nose. Plump, the lips had the strangest curl to them. An enchanting face, blond-colored hair, breast like melons, tight fitting jeans, high heels and clutch purse to match.  Overall, she was truly an unearthly beauty.  We exchanged numbers and I didn’t hesitate to use it a few days later.  I couldn’t seem desperate calling the next day. I met her Thursday and figured Sunday would be the best time to use the number she gave me.  People always ask me if I was nervous calling her for the first time and I always say yes.  I was full of emotions and thinking what if.  What if she doesn’t remember me, what if she doesn’t like me, or what if she gave me the wrong number?  All this was unnecessary pressure I was putting on myself.  I knew once I got her on the phone and made her laugh I was in.  Finally putting my fear aside I dialed the number.  Surprisingly she remembered who I was and conversation was quite amusing and over the next few weeks the calls began to increase.  I remember picking her up to take her to Wal-Mart, not knowing that one day this young woman would have my heart.  She was so cool, calm and collected, and quickly became my best friend.

Around her I never had to act and what I loved about her was that she never tried to change the person I was.  For the first time in my life I found a woman who accepted me for who I am.  It made me open my heart and trust her with mine.  It put me at peace and the man inside me wanted to do whatever in my power to make her happy.  We had a bond, a mutual respect that wouldn’t be broken.  She had my back and I had hers.  This was the kind of feeling that I wanted to keep for the rest of my life.  Is she the one?  I think so, she just might be the very one to tame me.  I told her from the beginning that I don’t throw the “love” word around loosely so when I told her I loved her I truly meant that, never was it an act.    I was so proud to call her my boo because no one compared to her.  Never had a problem telling her my secrets b/c she was one of the few I knew would keep it.  Around her I felt as if she could be my destiny and why might you ask b/c when I’m around her she would always brough out the best in me.

I would always ask my parents, how do you know when you’ve found the one.  There reply was simple “You’ll Know!”  I never knew what love felt like.  In the past I thought I had found love but I was wrong, it was more like a deep like.  This was a feeling that I’d never felt before and it felt good.  I felt at peace with in myself and for the first time in my life I was ready to give a woman what she really needed.  A man to love and cherish her!  I know I’m what she needs, but yet I’m afraid.  Afraid that she won’t open up to me.  She’s been hurt in the past that I know she’ll fight me every time she gets from truly opening up, and giving me her heart.  This girl just does something to me.  It’s like I can’t contain myself around her.  Her smell, touch, feel always gets to me.  It’s hard to contain myself around her.  My dick gets so hard whenever I think of her.  Now don’t get me wrong it’s not just a sexual thing, but when we make love it’s an outer body experience.  I wish I could place my dick inside her and leave it there when we’re not together.  Just to feel her pussy pulsating around my shaft.  Finding her reminds me of something my father once told me.  Life is like a coin.  You can spend it anyway you wish, but you can spend it only once.  Well if this was a game of poker I’m going all in with her at this point! So I ask myself again Is this Love?

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South Paw

I stormed into New Era’s barber shop ready for war.  A few kats had spoke to me but their words fell on deaf ears.  All my attention was focused on Wayne, who was sitting in the chair about to get a cut.  He was grinning and laughing thinking things were good.  Wayne thought he was the man but I was about to show him the real and pull his card.   Without uttering a word I took my pistol from my jeans and struck Wayne in the head.  Everybody in the shop jumped up and cleared the way Nicca’s loved seeing a good fight, so one dared to jump in.  The blow from the gun put a gash on Wayne’s head and blood instantly was everywhere.  Wayne was surprised by the blow but instantly started swinging back.  We were both amped and out for blood.  For a minute we were toe to toe and blow for blow, but when I saw Wayne reach for his gun I seemed like I caught super human strength.  Using all my might I swung Wayne across the room, causing him to slam his back into the vending machine and fall.  Having the upper hand I bent over and repeatedly pistol whipped him in the face.  I was hitting Wayne so hard that his nose broke.  You could hear the crack as his nose began to bleed.  Wayne tired fighting back but I was so emotional that I wasn’t any competition.  The only reason the fight was stopped was because Jean had come into the shop and pulled me off Wayne.  “What the fuck?!” Jean yelled holding me back.  “This nicca fucked my girl, yeah he fucked Angel!”  I looked Wayne dead in the eye “Yo, best bet is to get the fuck out of doge, cause the next time I see you, trust that my finger will be on the trigger!”  As Jean was taking me home silence filled his SUV.  My mind was all over the place.  I couldn’t believe she had slept with him.  Nothing could erase the heartache she’d caused.  At the moment I just wanted Angel as far away from me as possible.

I couldn’t go back to my house so I gathered some things and checked in a hotel for a few days.  I had to clear my head of the situation.  A week later I found myself alone with a blunt in hand and a glass of Martell.  The television was on but it was more so watching me then I was watching it.  My mind was on Angel, and it wasn’t fair that I missed her.  Without her my nights had been blacker then they every had been.  Day after day I begged my heart to let her go but it kept telling me no.  I really didn’t know what to do about Angel.  On one hand I was dumb heated I didn’t find any pleasure in cause her pain. I just didn’t know if loving Angel fully was something I could do again. I wanted to give her my all, but the fear of being fooled made me take two steps back instead of forward.  My fears came true when she slept with Wayne.  I knew I had to let her go but didn’t want to spend the rest of my life without her.  Something had to give …

It was a hot summer day as I pulled up to the Paddock apartments.  I was going to see sexy ass Felisha to get my hair retwisted.  I just hated where she lived.  The apartments were barely livable due to years of neglect and tenants who didn’t care.  Hopping out my whip I grabbed my 9mm from nder the seat niccas out this way were known to act a fool, so I made sure to stay strapped up.  Even though outside looked like a dump, Felisha kept her place in great condition.  She may have lived in the projects but didn’t act like it.  Felisha came to the door “What you looking at?” she asked, holding the door open as I stared her up and down.  “You, eyeing the gap between her legs.” “Boy get in here”  as she closed the door behind me.  “Give me a hug”  doing as asked I wrapped my arms around her slim waist.  “You feel good, ma” “You too.” “So how you been?” I asked letting her go walking into the kitchen so she could wash my hair.  “Ready to finish doing your hair so I can go get my baby” “That’s what up” as I got the water at a good temperature and put my head under.  “Everything good with you?” she asked.  “You know one staying on the grind 2 B More!”  “Oh ok, so what’s going on with you and Angel?” “Fuck her!” “Say what, boy please you know you in love” “But for real all bullshit aside.” “Like I said, Fuck it I’m done” “ I mean, don’t get me wrong I love shawty to the fullest, but a nicca be doing his thing.” “Blue, you mean to tell me you cheating on that girl.” She finished washing my head drying it off with a towel.  I really didn’t want to tell her what happened.  “It’s hard being faithful these days. Y’all chicks be hurting a nicca wearing these little bitty shorts and shit.” I stressed it by smacking her on the thigh.  “Oww boy stop. Its gon cost you a stack to touch me like that, and please believe I take my money up front.” “You still wrong for doing that girl like that.” “But anyway, while you all up in my business, what’s up wit you and yo’ baby daddy?” “What you mean what’s up?” “You already know.” She blushed.  “I know you still fucking with that nicca.” “I got love for VerShawn, I do but I need somebody that’s gon be able to help me. It’s hard as hell trying to survive since he got locked up.” “I feel you how he doing?” “He’s good we go visit him every month.” In no time she was finished with my hair.  That’s why I loved going to her.  She knew how to handle her business.  I was looking and feeling fresh.  “You know you got some pretty ass legs girl.  Has anybody ever told you that?” I reached over and slapped her on her ass.  “You better stop before we fuck around and do something we ain’t got no business doing.” “I can’t stop” I said.  “I’m already addicted.” I was feeling real aggressive and kissed her on her lips softly.  I could tell she was caught off guard by my forwardness I couldn’t give her anytime to think.  My hands were already on her thighs.  “Take off your clohes” I demanded.  Not a word was uttered as se peeled off her clothes and pulled down her panties.  Standing between her legs, I ordered that she take off my clothes.  She did exactly as told, she loved being controlled.  “Grab the rubber out my pocket.” Once she had it in hand, I told her to put it on.  This time, instead of doing what she was told, Felisha opted to take me into her mouth.  The warm sensation of her lips wrapped around my dick had my eyes rolling in the back of my head.  The only thing I could do was hold onto the back of her head and pull her hair.  I felt a rush of nut build up in the top of my dick and decided to pull out but Felisha pulled me back into her mouth. She wasn’t done tasting me.  I knew then that Felisha was a catcher, which meant she was a winner in my eyes.  She swallowed every drop like a pro. Had my legs shaking! “Bend over” I told her with a lustful gleam in my eyes. Doing what she was told, Felisha stood up, turned around bent over and parted her legs an hour later we were spent out of breath and still moaning. Felisha lay flat on the couch, trying to catch her breath.  I couldn’t wait for round 2.

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